druggie

like when jake said "tired??? you're tired??!!"
and that maybe cus im so jake, and so human that i think anne shouldn't feel it more than jake should when jake was the one trying to stay for the sickness that wasn't his, that it was anne's.
because jake is so realist and jake is so tired too. and jake is human.


but jake loves anne.

guy made me wrote this

there's this one stranger 

with dark skin 

and eyes that summon my name

was i attracted to the beauty

from the outside or the inside

his silence had my ears listening

it was loud that i felt uncomfortable

i was trying hard to impress

and there he was smiling

damn

perhaps this could be another guy in couple of another months.

When homed

i need to be inspired. like right now
this isn't twitter. pls keep on typing

sorry. has run out

When.

You're the one who said hello. You're the one who wished goodnight. But why am I the one who suffers waiting for the next hello

Nose

and also i seriously thought zach braff was dax shepard.
excuse the spelling error, if any

i think that just scary that nowadays i dont have passion for anything. i just sleep alot. i do not intend to call that a passion. atleast dont make me. I just let the laziness get the better of me everytime. everytime i try to read an article or something a book a novel or a poem i quit halfway. everything just seems so uninteresting to me anymore. and worst, this dead-passion-for-anything has gone overboard when it applied to my movies as well. i do not value them as i used to. i was just so tired everytime i started doing something. they were all merely in my head. i keep planning things. keep making lists. keep things only in my head instead of actually doing it. im always a good planner, perhaps not even a worst do-er. cause i do not DO things. they just stay in my head and im planning on keeping them in that way for only-God-knows how long. Even writing this makes me sighing and tired. i think i'll go rustly ill one day if this continues. even i had so many sleepless nights recently i wasted them all